hey.. sry bout not updating.. ive been busy. well the day is almost here...NFG!! omg im so excited i ant wait. im a lil upset bc my boys r playin @ the avalon n ill b @ nfg. my boys r bck n i cant see em. but hopefully they will come during the summer again..WELL THEY BETTER! N IM GUNNA MEET EM THIS TIME 2. i suggest u dl thier new single incomplete. if u want a copy of it just im me on xoirishbabigrl84. wel i got my nose repierced about 1 month ago.. it was going good but then got infected again so i just took it out lol. my industrial is bleeding like crazy.. i hope it stops bc i really like the piercing n i dont wanna have to take it out. i just have the worst luck w/ piercings dont i? umm. ive just been strugging w/ school and stuff. my ex and i tried dating again but it didnt work. idk i even tried bc i kknew it wasnt gunna work again. he tried gettin w/ sum chick when we were bck 2gether only 2 wks!! u beg 4 me bck but then do that...UM HELLP WTF IS UR ISSUE!! we got into a huge fight n decided to NEVER see or speak 2 eachother eva again. idk if i love him or not.. i just dk.. but it dont matter nemore so. my ex best friends are still chillen w/ him n stuff. it really doesnt bother me nemore bc i just dont care. they dk wat type of person he truely is.. n 1 day they will hopefully see the real person he is. i thought he was sum 1 else sum 1 different.. but NOPE! yea i did lie 2 him bout who i chilled w/ or whoeva but. im just going thru so much right now. my mission of right now is to get ova my ex.. im sick of hurting myself n shit. hes tryin 2 act like a hard ass to his friends. if he misses me he misses me but if he dont then o well. im just tryin 2 keep busy i guess. if i pass everything ill graduate MAY 14TH! im tryin my hardest to do good but idk how its workin out. i wanan trasnfer but bc of my stupid grades i doubt i will b able to. im gunna b very upset if i cant. but of course i always do sumthi 2 fuck up. ihopefully i will b workin @ a daycare during the summa :CROSSES FINGERS: jeanine and melissa and i wer talkin bout goin 2 fl for our graduation. it is gunna b so fun if we actually go lol. my friends nancy mom is diein of liver cancer. i feel so bad! rite now im just jammin 2 my boys new single!! om gi love it so much!! DL IT.. ITS A MUST.. i love my internship n will b upset when im all done. i love thie kids soo much. well got nada else 2 say so talk 2 yall lata! xoxo <3 me! BACKSTREET BOYS INCOMPLETE LYRICS!! Empty spaces fill me up with holes Distant faces with no place left to go Without you within me I can’t find no rest Where I’m going is anybody’s guess I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you I’m awake but my world is half asleep I pray for this heart to be unbroken But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete Voices tell me I should carry on But I am swimming in an ocean all alone Baby, my baby It’s written on your face You still wonder if we made a big mistake I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you I’m awake but my world is half asleep I pray for this heart to be unbroken But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete I don’t mean to drag it on, but I can’t seem to let you go I don’t wanna make you face this world alone I wanna let you go (alone) I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you I’m awake but my world is half asleep I pray for this heart to be unbroken But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete