Listening to: my heart beating
Feeling: trippy
ive become a shield, its a part of me its inside of me
im stuck in this dream,its changing me, i am becoming,
the me that you know he had some secound thoughts
hes struggled with scabs he is broken and sore
the me that you know he doesnt come around much that part of me is a mirror now
all faith disapears , its the nature of , of my sercutry
drowns out all i hear, no excape from this , my new conciousness
the me that you know he used to have fealings but the blood has stoped pumping and he is left to decay
the me that you know is now made up is now of wire and even when im right with you im so far away
i can try to go away , but i strap myself in
i cantry to duck away the sound in my ears
i can see it killing away all my bad parts
i dont want to listen but its all to clear
hideing backwards inside of me
i feal somewhat afriad
in me hold a little tighter
i would just slip away
broken up it wants me dead
god damn this voice in side my head
broken up it wants me dead
god damn this voice in side my head
broken up it wants me dead
god damn this voice in side my head
broken up it wants me dead
god damn this voice in side my head
broken up it wants me dead
god damn this voice in side my head
broken up it wants me dead
god damn this voice in side my head
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heyy!!
hugs (making friends)
nater bater hey buddy whatcha doing? me i'm sitting here thinking about a alot of stuff and what not but anyhoo i have writtin you back buddy but i couldnt give it to you friday and i'm sorry but i was so tired cuz i had stayed up till 2 or 3 in the morning and all so i just stayed home and i didn't feel to good and i kinda still dont but that'll be okie dokie but hey i will talk to you latas love yalike a bro! MuahnessJenny tellurwifeisaid hey
i love you.
I just wanted you to know you inspired me. Hold me close you god of hatred and distain.I am your angel of disease and poverty. Cursed, retched child of yours. Hold me close and touch my tears. Burn me with your kiss. Pick me up from filth and lust, let me be your one desire
NATER BATER YOU NEED TO UPDATE!!! TEHE!!! LOVE YA- ALISHA
beautifullness gnate. love you oodles ^.^ have a happy turkey day. -goobles at you- tehe. byebye hun