I miss him alot... i hide it inside so that people can't see... i never even got a chance to know him... he should be here for me as i grow older.. its my birthday and all i want is for him to be here. He's soo far away.. is he proud of me... do i make him happy? i need him here so much! i need him to help me to guide me. I want him to bbe here to guide me... As time goes on i just miss him more, miss the things that could've happened and never will... Why'd you have to leave me dad?