i am not: a pretty girl i hurt: in my heart i love: A boy that thinks of me as a sister, but likes to toy with me by kissing me and stuff. i hate: that I love the boy that is above i fear: Rejection, lonelyness, and the future i hope: that one day I won't be sad always i hear: Simple Plan - Happy Together. I know, its sad... i crave: The Boy above i regret: Doing the things I did last night i cry: not too much anymore.. I'm sorda Jaded i care: about my friends. I love them all so much i always: fall for the wrong guys. i long to: kiss in the rain i feel alone: all the time i listen: To everything critism, but not to compliments. i hide: my true self from everyone i drive: Terribly...I'm horrible...seriously. Ask Jenny. haha i sing: All the time i dance: like crap i write: poems but only when I'm sad i breathe: fast when I'm excited i play: With others hearts way too much i miss: being happy i search: for love i learn: not too much lately.. i feel: nothing i know: That I shouldn't be sad...but I can't help it i say: too much, and don't have any action to back it up i succeed: At practically everything I try i fail: at love i dream: of nothing i sleep: not so much i wonder: about my future i worry: about Bryan and Thomas. i have: So many damn people who care about me i give: all my love back to those people i fight: a losing battle i wait: for nothing i need: to find myself i am: a little bit trashy but much more classy.