I guess I'm okay. The realisation hasn't hit me yet and I really don't know what to think or say when he does actually get back.

I know I can't let him away with it. I really can't.

I suck at hiding my feelings. I was actually more nervous calling you because I didn't know what to expect.

Now I'm just concerned and extremely worried.

I do hope this boy loves me like you said he did.

Thanks for everything, the comment, the phone call. =)

I guess it wouldn't of been so bad if he had of been with anyone but her.


Now that makes me sick. =P