Listening to: Friends
Feeling: nutty
My Nana died this morning. Those words don't really express what I'm feeling. My Nana was basically my mother. I lived with her until I was 6 and then I lived with my dad but my Nana would take care of me at night or on weekends. I didn't really have a mother. My Nana was my Mother.
I'm going home tomorrow. My dad didn't thinkI'd be ok to drive today. I havn't talked to her in a while. The last time I talked to her was to learn how to make beets. I don't know if I even told her I loved her. I was going to call her last night, but I was busy doing homework. My sister called me last night to tell me that Nana had bought a present and signed it from me because I wasn't going to be around for my Aunts bridal shower. I was gonna call and thank my Nana but I didn't. I figured I could do it later. But I won't be able to.
I am so sorry to hear this Kat.
This truly is one of those moments when I think "I need to call that person and tell them I love them." But whether you do that every day or only once in a blue moon, the people who truly matter know it. Your nana is probably looking down on you right now, and he feels loved.
hug
My thoughts will be with you.
Kat,
I am going to be removing you and Paul from my friends list for a while. E-mail me, because this isn't about you of course... it's for my own reasons.
Love,
Kate
Oh my goodness sweetheart, i am so sorry. i wish i was home to give you big hugs and console you. If there is anything you need, please ask. I will be there for you in a second, whether it be my mommy cooking you a homecooked meal or me coming home next weekend to hang out. Let me know.
Love,
Liz