Feeling: wasted
Pull at my heart strings
For nearly 3 months
Forced guilt trips on myself
Thinking you hated me
I cried for you
I cried for me
I cried for everything about you
I cried because I thought you hated me
Thoughts about you 24/7
I remembered the little things
The things that meant the most
Sarcasm. Honesty. Humor. Flirting.
Of course you were the counselor
And I was the camper
Nothing could ever happen between us
But I still loved you as a friend
Did you like me as a friend too?
I think you did
Why would write this little e-mail 3 months later?
Because of fear about your job?
Possibly, but I also think there was a slight intrest in how I was.
With your little e-mail
You mended my broken heart
Elmer's glue filled the cracks
Scotch tape held together the rips
I can't have you
I know I can't
But I can pretend I can.
Shut up Jim. It wouldn't be robbing the cradle. It's only 4 years...so there! Trust me...robbing the cradle...I've never heard of a 4 year old little boy stealing a baby have you?! Anyways. HAHA. I'm so dumb. How the heck did you get this journal anyways Jim?! I don't understand you! I love you Aims. Hey random people! Make a comment on my crappy poetry!
ha ha...its not crappy poetry...it is so much better than anything i could ever do...i love your poetry...yay...la la la....yeah...i love you so much to kat...bye
loveya
amy
haha. i know all. yeah whatever. forget you. i forgot what i was gonna say anyway. -jim
well duh he cares how your doing. they emailed me. you think theyre gonna email me and ask me how im doing and not care about how your doing. haha. but it would be robbing the cradle. yeah leave it as loving him as a friend.