I saved something on my Flash drive from her...and entry that just said everything I needed to hear. I started to get worried on Saturday night about something dumb that I shouldn't worry about. when I got home, I printed it out, and went to my grandparent's house. i stayed up until 2 am reading it over and over, smiling the whole time. I dreamt about her. They were really beautiful dreams. She has implied everything -- love, understanding, needing, desire, loyalty. I need to understand that about her. She isn't straightforward with her feelings because she never was like that. I might be, but I need to know that sometimes saying nothing means more than saying everything on your mind could ever. "I'm in love and I can't stop Would you kindly hand my heart Back to me so I can sign you up For the waiting list to start Letting me love you too?"