Yesterday, show in the streets. I was tired as fuck from staying up the night before and also the drinking so about 4:30PM I get a call that Radio Silence is on in 10 min. so I fucking dash out of the house. Luckily I made it in time and rocked out to my favorite local band which I plan on seeing Friday again. I see lots of familiar faces. Meet lots of people. Eat a hamburger. There's this girl whose name on myspace is Cunt. She looks like a koala bear, and she also looks fake. Therefor I must be as mean to her as possible. So now me and Vinnie are friends again, and that rocks because he's fun to talk to. Also everyone thinks I'm dating Ryan [Emosux]...or am I...Brian, you tell me. [I finished the 6th Harry Potter book] All I want right now is a cherry coke from IHOP. Is that so much to fucking ask? JB is back with Camille now. I said a lot of hurtful things to him, all of which I meant. I hope he has fun pretending he's in love, and when he's fucking her...hope he's thinking of me. I saw Max downtown. It made me notice couples. I wanted to hold hands with someone and have them wrap their arms around me...however I could do that with half the guys that were there, I just wanted it to be real.