Listening to: yellowcard
Feeling: alienated
im all alone but thats fine im chillin wit my lil sis its amazin how alike me and her are .....except shes a red head and 4 years younger but thats it... i wish i was back at her age and i could do everything over but i would probably just mess stuff up more because i would try to be something im not like this preppy preppy princess or this goth im somewhere in between i like what i like and if you dont like it i dont care even though i have no good self image of myself and whats always been hard for me is that i have these beautiful friends that always get the guy any guy all she has to do is smile and they want her and then theres ciera who doesnt need a guy because shes waiting for the right one. but then theres me the one that takes these desperate atempts a having a boyfriend and i always choose the losers cuz i kno i cant do any better. well i guess im waiting and ill just have to do that wait......
Current Favorites
Color: Pink,purple,red and black
Number: 6
Band: story of the year
CD:tacking back sunday
Song: sublime-luvins wut i got
TV Show:ummmm..fear factor its so nasty is cool
Movie: office space, jeappers creapers,and harold and kumar go 2 white castle
Cereal:reeses puffs yummmmmmm
Candy: smores bars
Drink: moutian dew
Pizza: cheese god u got me slobberin
Sub: italian bmt
Ice Cream: rocky road duh
Store:-pacsin-zumiez-hot topic
Shoes:dcs
Jeans: levis all the way
Day:friday
Month: june
Season: Summer
Holiday: halloween rocks the cock
Book: bythe light of the moon by dean koonz
School Subject: yearbook and la
Mall: ummm flatirons??
Scent:beyond paradise it smells like jasmine from when i was a kid in new Zealand
Sport:basketball-cheer( i kno ur like omfg)
Cartoon Character:betty boop
Restaurant: this indian place in denver
Last Person You..
Hugged:rose
Kissed: im not tellin
Talked to on the phone: jessica
Danced with: messisa
Spent the night with: kayla
Went to a movie with:joe,renee,rox,cc,kayla,umm i think thats it
Went to dinner with: my family
Laughed with: dani
Cried with: myself
Did something illegal with:shhhhhhhhh
Other
Age of first kiss: 5
First person you kissed: ianWhere your first kiss took place: hot tub... dare
Number of people you've kissed:its imbarassin but like 3
Most romantic place you've kissed someone: hot tub
Least romantic place you've kissed someone: hot tub
Have You Ever..
Flown in an airplane: yup yup
Rode on a firetruck: i wish that would fuckin rock
Traveled to a foreign country: all the time man
Been in a fight: welcome to my life
Been to a concert: warped tour all the way
Stolen anything: haha yes no details
Had your heart broken:no...not yet
Broken someone's heart: i doubt it
Gone to band camp: noooo
Written a poem for someone you love: nope
Laughed til you pissed your pants:all the time ( bad bladder )JUST JOSHIN
Failed a grade: not yet
Broken a bone: my finger now its all funky
Had stitches: yes
Spun in circles until you got dizzy and fell down: name one person who hasnt
Drooled on yourself: o yea
Skipped school: not on purpose
Current
Date: august 27th, 2004
Time:742
Location: mi casa
Clothing:volcom shirt and levis
Mood:hmmmmm i dont kno yet
Thoughts:wut am i gunna do?
First Name//: LaLa
Age//: 15
Gender//: chick
Nickname(s)//: LaLa sexypants, Laur
Hair Color//: BlOnDe
Hair Style//: layered,shortish
Eye Color//: blue
*What is your favorite*
Game//: solitare i can never get ne one to play wit me, earf
music video//:only one yellow card
Animal//: flamingos im in luv
Country//: china...go commies! jk um new zealand and costa rica
Food//: artachokes kick ass
*Friends*
Best//: kayla, ciera
Funniest//: dani
Coolest//:rox
Sweetest//: rose
Kindest//: mellisa
Annoyingest//: jessiva and renee
Dullest//: topper
Most Intelligent//: kayla
Athletic//: umm i dunno
*Relationships*
Boy(Girl)friend//: i wish
Are you in love right now//: im hoping
Do you have a crush//: yup.
Do you have a stalker//: not to my knowlage.
Do you miss someone right now//: yup
*What do you do*
At school//: have 2 much fun
At home//: not there much
Outside//: chill
When you first wake up//: curse out my alarm clock
What _____do you hate
Food//: cow toungue
Color//: pale pink
Hair color//:green
Tv show//: the oc
Clothing style//: ganster
*Emotions Right Now*
Are You Happy Right Now//: not really
Sad//: a bit
Grumpy//: never
Annoyed//:yea
Angry//: ur making me a lil bit
Sick//: dont think so do i have a temp?
Lonely//: always....
Bored//: noooooo im just sittin on my ass doin nothin
*Have you ever*
Made your own religion//: its called lalaism
Written backwards//: i am right now
Written your own magazine//:in skool
Drawn art//: i luv it
Got angry with a game//: yeah
Played Lacrosse//: no
Dyed your hair//: 2 scared
Put in contacts for no reason//: yeah kayla knos it hurts like a bitch
Swam alone//: yeah..its calming
*Things that come to mind when you read...*
Intelligentence//: skool
Stupidity//: muah
Depressed//: my room and pills and razors
Blood//: wrists
Blue//: ocean
Gray//: paper
Sword//: sword fish
Golf//: pink golf balls
Soccer//: emily
Yellow//: yellowcard
Socks//: holes
Ribbon//: mom
*Random Questions*
a lot of friends//: i guess
Write good//: i hope so
Eat a lot//: yeah im tryin to work on that
Like the day Friday//: yes
Like the month December//: no its when i get depperesed
*Do you(or are you)*
(DY)Give good advice//: i try
(DY)Talk crap//: who doesnt
(DY)Play a lot of games//: yes
(DY)Wear hats//: my heads to big
(DY)Like to be outside//: yes
(AY) Always mad//: sort of
(AY) Always happy//: no
(AY) A good friend//: I try
*This or that (Last questions)*
Night or day//: night
Snow or Rain//: rain
Stars or the Moon//: stars
Ocean or Pool//: ocean
Boat or Plane//: plane
Books or Magazines//: books
Yu-Gi-Oh Cards or Pokemon Cards//: porn!!
Blonde or Black Hair//: blonde
Green or Blue Eyes//: blue
Pants or Shorts//: pants
Pop or Rock//: rock
Punk or Emo//: both
Tatoos or Piercings//: cant choose
Necklace or Ring//: ring
Clouds or No Clouds//: clouds
Art or Literature//: art
Jeans or Baggy Pants//: jeans
Singing or Dancing//: dancing
March or May//: may
Halloween or Christmas//: halloween
Coke or Pepsi//: (vanilla)coke
Hug or Kiss//: kiss(slurp)
I feel the same way about the whole group thing. When i was in middle school my friends and I had this whole label system, preps, punks, nerds..etc. but we called ourselves the "norms" meaning we could go w. ne group or w.e. But now that i'm in highschool I'm meeting different people and now i don't care about groups er nething. And w. the whole guy situation, I end up w. alot of nerdy guys too, but sometimes that can be ok...i guess :)
-Ashley