Listening to: none
Feeling: lovestruck
i layed on my bed, staring at the ceiling - feeling time pass me by! thinking about him, wanting his arms around me to hold me tight so i feel safe, secure, warm, LOVED! i wish so hard that he would love me in the way that i love him. He doesnt realise that he is my world,my soul, my life, my heart, MY EVERYTHING! i want to be with him forever but 2 him it can only be " forever in my dreams " if only you had seen the way he looked at me 2day, if only you had seen - his look made me feel as though he was corressing my body - but that would never be, never will it come true! although im only 14 i'm madly obsessd with tim and i love him 4ever - my love suicide!!
** i just got a msg from him " i asked ali to a movie, she sed yes, do u want 2 come along 2 keep her company!! -- thanx tim umm hello - wats tht ameant 2 mean :(:(:(:( - man i iwsh he could LOVE ME!!
*** i love bumblebees,
*** butterflies,
*** and little fairies to,
*** but when it comes down to it,
*** im just in love with you ( TIM )
---___=== ObSeSsIoN ===___---
happy Easter to you too. I know just how you are feeling, not a great place to be, but if it was easy it wouldnt be fun right.
hey lana. Its me jeni. Thanks for the comment. Its nice to know someone read and likes my diary. I read your diary and you sound really shibby. hehe i used to have the hugest crush on a boy named tim too! from 3rd to 6th grade. Yeah I was obsessed too. It sucked. BUt anywho yes I am a christian, are you? gtg ttyl.
believe me dear, I know I sound condescending, but at 14, love is abstract and will probly let you down.
~ thereisnobox
omg thats sucha cute poem im adding u to my friends right now
glad you liked it, got ya on the list.
So basically you like anything with wings?
I like little fairies, and butterflies.
Ummm... i may as well message you. So... how are you?
Hope your easter going good. Mines ok, so far anyway...
Message me back if you like.
~Frostie
this guy tim sounds like a nice anough person and im sure he is cause why else would you be interested? you should tell him you love him, its obvious