as lonely as friday, plus:
that night i slept on the couch
it is a love seat
i am over six feet
i woke up with a silver dollar in my eyes
taunting the toxins that were through with my body
the mind was what they cared about now
i woke up with a silver dollar in my eyes
while others lay
sexed
on my bed of dreams
a shower doesn't take that away
no matter how hot you let the water get
and just when you think it's over
you lay down
only to smell her loss
I'm under 6 feet
Woken with a dollar bill crumpled in my sock
Throwing up in the bathroom next to the sleepy couple on my bed.
There are no motives. I simply don't eat, for the sake of not eating. I can't explain it. I know I'm not in control and I know what I'm doing to myself. It just seems easier to go through life beautiful--which entails 90 pounds on my 5'2" frame--than with the curves I should be proud to wear.
I really like the way you talk. Oh by the way, can you tell me how you got your background? THanks so much.