so he hasn't called me. hasn't responded to the comments i've left him. i don't think he cares. i can't stand to get all excited over people who end up acting like this. it seems like everyone does this to me. am i too clingy? eccentric? loud? i don't get it. nobody ever tells me what's wrong with me. it's like i'm all of a sudden supposed to understand why people don't like my presence. how many hints can i drop?