Behind those eyes there's a truth i avoid of something thats gone of a feeling thats void I try to deny it As Im running away away from my fears as they memories still fade Lying to myslef Its stopping the pain Its up to me now to stop the rain Saving myslef is beyond your control Im too far gone now Im not even whole I will just keep telling myself its okay there's a reason for being til my heart decays. THIS ISNT MY BEST I KNOW...But i need an opinion