Listening to: This Time Its War
Feeling: fragile
Well this hurts so bad right now typing and shit so its probably going to be a short entry...
Today..well i like sprained my fingure or something and it hurts super bad owwww hahahaa..
Oh well ill deal with the pain...its the only thing thats real in this world is a whole fucking lot of pain and misery..
Nothing seems to make sence and when i try to make it almost make sence it just blows up in my face and is all HAHAHA YOU THOUGHT YOU COULD OUT SMART ME DIDNT YOU HAHAHA I FOOLED YOU DUMBASS!!!!!!!!!!!
What a fake and a pathetic excuse for a human being i am...why has this come upon me that i live in these times of depression...
Times have slipped from my grasp and the emptiness of my cold palm is unwanted...
I am wretched and i am flustered and everything about me is caotic and nothing wants to make my knowledge greater...
Everythings my fault...and im a fucking pathetic human being...
Good day sir!!!!!!
(or mam wichever you perfer)
We wait for the days when skys turn from gray only to find ourselves out of touch and full of decay, sit still, beautiful things come from the dark...