-- Haven't left anything on here for a while! Oh well... In the time I haven't been on here, I've had arguments with so many people. I've made new friends. Had odd dreams, strange encounters with things I had no idea were there, and been jammin' with several of my bands. Church is goin' really well. I'm glad I gave up satanism, lol. Thinkin back, that really suck'd. Theres no way I can forget what Jesus has done for me now. If anyone who might read this now thinks I'm a complete loser 'casue of that, you don't know what you're missin'. Anyone who thinks I'm a loser anyway, don't tell me 'cause I really coundn't give a damn. Been havin' problems with guys... a lot of guys. People who wanna end their lives 'cause I won't date them.. Its sick. My best friend has the same problem with a guy I would have trusted with my life, but thats all changed now. Something happend last-night. I felt so alone through it, but I wasn't. I guess thats the problem. Nevermind.... I'll... move on... =D xox