i dont know what to say except that ..............ugh. i hate graduation time all my frends leave me and i am getting in fights with like everyone right now. Like 2 of my frends and i are fighting and me and my boyfreind matt are like talkin about all this deep shit and im afraid im gonna ruin it. chan thinks i am being a tease. and i dont even wanna hear that from her cuz she is worse than me when it comes to that shit and then cass lied to me alot and so i am pissed at her right now and she acs like its my fault. i want to see matt right now i want him to jus come walking up to me in my desk and tell me that i dont ever have to come back. then we could run away and never look back. i have serious relationship issues hat i need to work out with a therapist and fricken all the therapists i have been to tell me im fine so then why do i have panick attacks all the time and like why do i freak out about nothing?? all thses quesions and noone to answer them and i dont know i want help. noone to listen to me tho.