fickle? ok the wedding sucked i had a bunch of good charlotte lovers fucking chasing me around being all like omg punkers are the best i love you simple plan blink sum o yay im hard core. it was fucking gay and it sucked. BAD. then i had to share a fucking bed with my fucking gay ass mother fucking brother. but in my "sleep" i kicked him off the bed. hehhe im so mean. but ya. there is more but i dont feel like going on and gon about the mariotchi fucking music and shit. but ya. i didnt feel good either. i cried alot that night for i missed max and i thought of nick and ya. i think i am kinda over him now. just a lil bit though. ok im at max's house with sara and she is my mommy. yay i love her. shes not really my mommy she is in highschool at ventura. she is just my alternitive mom. hehhehehhe ok i dont know wat to say and if you love me you will eave me many comments okie dokie byeness