Feeling: schizophrenic
i don't know what to do... i mean my mom spazed at me the other day for nothing. she keeps spazing at me for things i didnt do and this whoel grounding thing is bullshit. she basically said i was stupid the other day when she spazed at me (she brought teh fact that im in a lower math and science class up)
and she started blaming for thinking all these things. i never even thought of have the stuff she was giving me crap for. what the hell?! i can't even talk to her.
I WANT TO MOVE OUT!!!
so i asked the school councilor and she is basically on my side. so i know im kinda in the right. oh! and i called a teen help line (damn you Nick... grrrr) but ya and this lady said that my mom was a syco and she said that in Alberta you don't need a parent note to move out. but Kat keeps harping on me and i feel like she .... well its not that she diassaproves but she is being weird. don't fucking worry! i have thing splanned out in my head but teh first step is to know for sure weather im goign to move out or not. i don't want to be in a house and get blamed for shit i didn't do. you know what? fuck my mom! this has gone far enough... i don't care who you are... if you want to talk to me then call.
*sigh*
i don't know whoever reads this please tell me what you think i should do. i don'ty know. im so lost i just want a proval and to do the right thing... but i think moving out (in with someone) will be easier for me in the long run... oh my god i am so stressed... at least my marks are up!
Later Days!
*~Ashley~*
WOW WELCOME HERE.
i really wanna move out for one
so yea.
well at least you might have it better but no assumptions here.
honestly? i think you should stay for just a lil while. until it really REALLY is enough..
Oh!? Whats that!? I was right~!?
OH OWNED ASHLEY!