Rain pools and seeps beneath your door
I laugh when you come with a bucket
To try to scoop it out the window
I smile as you slosh it on me instead
And I splash some on you, since
Rain only reminds us of sunny days to come
Drops of rain will never stain your carpet
For many years to come
Tears pool and seep beneath your door
I cry because you turn to me with
Tears in your eyes.
Because I wonder if whenever I’m kissing you
Somewhere someone like me is missing you
But tears will never stain your carpet
For many years to come
Blood pools and seeps beneath your door
I moan.
The blood escapes my sorrowful, weeping body
As if it were afraid my despair will spread.
When you get up your courage to look
You see The Forgotten
But you do not recognize the bleeding, ragged, dark heap with matted hair
And glassy eyes
A tired little rag doll, you leave her
Crumpled on the porch to die
Where blood will forever stain your carpet
You find the coroner’s note slipped underneath your door
As you silently weep and pray no more
In the pocket of the dying girl,
There were found a few bloodstained bills
And a note
“I’m so sorry about your carpet, my love.â€
And rain and blood and tears
have all stained your carpet over the years
A rug covers the stains that remind you
of the dull brown color of my hair
that you called auburn to your friends.
And the bloodstained bills sit wedged between random pages of a bible
that you haven't touched
since blood seeped beneath your door.
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i bet his other girl is skinnier than me.
how wonderfully morbid. at the moment my ads are "blood stain removers."
bec, i dont know whats going on, and i dont want to sit here and be like 'tell me!!!!!!'. just know that im here for you if you need to talk (as 5-year-old-ish as that sounds, its simply true). im guessing something about trent? im sorry, though, for whatever it is. you deserve to be happy for more than a few weeks.
love you a ton.
love
kait
i love it.
i keep re-reading it over and over.
i love it.
its so ... good. i cant think of any other word to say. its definitely my favorite that you've ever written that i've seen.
'Because I wonder if whenever I’m kissing you
Somewhere someone like me is missing you'
love it.
love
kait
nick.
becca that is amazing. more than amazing. i did the same thing kaitlyn said she did, i've read it over and over. wow.
lyl, sare
something happened. i will either write you or talk to you sometime. i just dont want you to feel like you have to listen or whatever. i dont want you to feel like you have to give advice or that im putting all my problems on you.
thank you, though.
love you,
kait
maybe he just doesnt express his feelings as much as you do. thats how me and nick are except the opposite. he is all for 'i love you soooo much' all the time, where i just figure he knows that i love him.
it is possible that he doesnt feel the same way, but by what i hear about how he acts around you and what kelsey thinks [bc isnt she usually right about that kindof stuff?], i would think he does.
love you
kait
no worries, you didnt load anything on me. im glad you like to tell me stuff bc i hate being clueless, haha.
i gotta go, though, you can email me if you want to tell me more, id be glad to hear it.
love
kait
so i just noticed something weird about this poem.
it was written on me and nick's anniversary...i think 8 months.
i dont know why thats so weird, but it just occured to me.
sorry for wasting a comment, lol.
love you
love
kait