i blame the silence for all that we've done instead of carving into our flesh and blaming ourselves if we saw what was really happening a lot more could still be alive we could have been so happy i blame the silence now that everyone's gone i still wouldn't cry even if i could this absent ending i felt there should be more than what is the realisation that we only matter to ourselves the world keeps spinning spinning spinning. ********************************************** I'm actually in a better mood today. I'm glad Blair called me, even if it was to bitch. Jillian