Listening to: your exlover is dead-stars
Feeling: appreciative
it rained really really hard last night, and the forecast for tomorrow is snow. :|
Anyway, it is day 3 of my recently acquired sobriety, and im feeling really good. I had a very fun weekend. Sober. Clean. I REMEMBER my weekend-for the first time in a loong time. For once it seems, my mind and body are on the same page. The week is starting though, and i have to start piecing everything together again. I have to remebember to get my shit done right, and deal with all the questions and trials that come with everyday. I really hope i make it, but believe me- i will. Its good to be alive. Its good to make amends with my old friends. I had a long talk with alexis last night, and apologized for negelecting everyone. She asked me some question-and i answered. um, i dunno wut else to say...so im going to leave you with some lyrics. enjoy
I hate our favorite restaurant
our favorite movie, our favorite show
We would stay up all through the night
we would laugh and get high
and never answer the phone
I can't forgive
can't forget
can't give in
What went wrong
'cause you said this was right
You fucked up my life...
we ran all through the night until, breathless, we stopped to watch the sun come up over the desert. and the world fell silent in awe.
-matt