Listening to: with this knife (smile empty soul)
Feeling: emotionless
this depreshion is geting worse and worse as the days go by. and i know around christmas and new years will be even worse i started to cry lastnight when i was helping lara and her mom put up there tree. thismorning i just didnt want to get up and do anything, but go back into the mindnumbing sleep that is my only getaway. and i dont think i will be able to get rid of this even if i get help so i try to get ahold of my friends but no one realy trys to get ahold of me which makes it worse. well i am rambling so im geting off.
love you all.
yeah no prob it is really hot!!!!!!!! r u goth or punk or do u just like it????????
oh thats kewl!!!!
thanx i tried to get it to look good
ok bye and i think u r pretty kewl
hi john
1 call me tonight.
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aww.
add me to your friends list john!!!
_kristy
John I lov e u like family and well i m mour than a friend i am like a sister.U know where i live so come on and viset. I will be home today. so call me like 5 or 8 and i will talk to you. If u don't have my ph# then come over at one of thows times. K?
Love u llike a brow
Rachael
hihihihihihihihiihihihihihihihihihihi im getting a tattoo tonight hihihihiihihh
ouch you did it yourself? yes im getting a tattoo...ill take pics and post em soon and shtuff.
what are you gonna do for x-mas?
ouch you did it yourself? yes im getting a tattoo...ill take pics and post em soon and shtuff.
what are you gonna do for x-mas?
hello/
i love my friends so much they are always there for me
you have? well,leave a voice mail and/or a message so i can call you back! i dont have your currenrt number. and yes i changed my password again. ill send it to you. instead of editing my entries, leave a signed comment on my umbra ok? whats the email you want me to send it to.