Feeling: nutty
i can barely surive a night in my mind.
ive got a plan. im going to find out
just how boring i am and have a good
time. cause ever since i tried trying
not to find every little meaning in my
life. its been fine. ive been cool. with
my new golden rule. numb is the new deep.
have you fallen off the face of the earth again? im thinking so. and this diary isnt getting old. dont be retarded.
so im not even sure if you check this anymore because "this diary is getting old"... but in case you do- i wrote one final update for you. seeing that you never talk to me when we actually are talking and when i try to talk to you you never answer or call me back- i figured that that might be one of my last attempts. so read it- and dont get offended- we both know that we need to cut the bullshit... think about it... and decide what you want to do because i clearly cant and wont decide for you. but im not going to fight for something that im going to loose in the end anyways.
[wastingwords]