i am sorry Sir i dont think i can make it any longer. I am not strong anymore i can't make it, i am crying on the inside! i wont let you see my pain but, Sir i have to die... Ahh i feel like shit, i was sick before and i dont think running around in the rain helped much...i was SOAKED when i got home, but i had fun in the meen time ;) Then on top of this cold thing there are boys! Guys are soo complicated, more complicated than girls! Valentines day is right around the corner and i cant dump Christian then go strait to someone else... Adam asked me if i would dance with him at the dance and i couldn't say no but, i definetly couldn't say yes so i..changed the subject then nick asked me out i said 'i didn't know if it would work, i have a fealing Brandon likes me...and then i get lost. I have this fealing i am cursed but why? why me?? Love, Sara