My relationship with Rina is pissing everyone off, my friends and my family are all abandoning me because I choose her. It isn't fair to lose all support because of what my heart desires. The feel that she is too controlling and that she turns me on people. I disagree. I chose her to be in my life and some sacrifices are important to make her feel how much she means to me. I wrote this poem today for everyone who's against me: PLEASE... people say I'd be better off without you they say it would be best for us to part but what these people refuse to understand is the feeling you've left in my heart they fear and worry for my protection i can see disapproval behind their eyes and now once again i'm starting to fear the time is coming to say my goodbyes i know they're only trying to help the hardship I'm dealt is all that they see i cannot worry about what they all think i have to start living for me i hope they will love and support me i hope they will still be here if I fall i will follow my heart and chase my dreams and i will re-gain this life above all she may not be the one you'd choose i know you don't feel this is fine i want you to trust me and keep your faith because i love her and this decision is mine. -mitchell ryan