Listening to: Evanscence -
Feeling: down
People are idiots. I hate most of them, tollerate others, and there are the rare few I like. I don't have many friends anymore, seems like I entered middle school and all the sudden my life is a living hell and my so called friends figured out I'm not as interesting as I use to be, and theres also the fact that most of them have turned into the idiots of society that I do my best to avoid.
My life is a mixture of fake smiles and forced emotion in front of people. Alone, well... that's my own buisness. I do many things when I'm alone, maybe because most of the time I am alone. Who knows. Sometimes destructive, other times creative, other times saddening. I think a lot, probably more than I should. I'm quick to judge people, and I don't care if people judge me quickly, because usually how I am when you meet me is how I am the rest of the time. I have one artificial personality that I use in front of most people and I don't fool around with it, because I'm slowly perfecting the art of doing what people expect, even while I'm falling apart on the inside.
ooohh...I LOVE ur background...where did you get it from?!?!?!?!
middle school is preparing you for highschool. highschool is worse. but take care.
oh man
i can really relate to that entry
people suck!! hang in there
I can relate to this. I feel the same way about people and have a similar outlook.