Well...latin dancing is tiring, but a lot of fun. I loved my costume. It was so fun. I can't believe I got that dressed up. They called me blonde. That's hopeless... I've decided it really is best if maybe I just don't date. That's not a bad thing and I think it might even out my attitude. It's a good thing that LK and me are good friends. There's so much that could have been scary about that. It's a good thing. I'm content and peaceful right now. It's interesting. I'm glad though. I've got work from 12-10. Tiffany quit. It's going to be alot easier to get work I think. Specially since me and Sabrina are the oldest waitresses. They will probably give Ayana more work though...just cuz she's friends and all. That's ok. Ayana is a good worker. I just wish people weren't so political about it. I hope Shaun doesn't quit. If he quits then I will really not care if I work at Feng Shui or not. I'd be looking for a new job. I should be considering a new job anyway. It's sad that they don't care if the waitress or waiter quit. Tiffany was right, it's only the cooks that Jorge worries about. I like this song. It reminds me of why I'm down here. I know that sounds weird. I'm glad I have people looking out for me up there. Heavenly Father and Jesus have done so much for me. I hope I can at least repay them by shaping up. Someday I want to be like them. I am going to get married in the temple and no one can stop me from it. I want to wear a pretty white dress, hold hands with the love of my life, and make my way to the Celestial Kingdom. love, Natalie M.