I have to let you live your life and i have to live mine. But, i can never get the things i pictured for us out of my head. I know its gotta seem crazy, we werent so close an we barely speak now. but i cant let go, it was the first time i ever understood completely self-less love and adoration. I never met anyone like you and you completely shook me. My whole world seemed to shift, i never thought someone like you existed. I felt like maybe im not crazy like everyone always told me. Maybe i'm not wrong for being who i am.. i would have her as a friend and watch her be happy with someone else if thats what it took to just be able to speak to her face to face. I know i sound like some love struck sap, but this is not ordinary "love" that young people get so wrapped up in, i care for her and i feel like we connected in a way that few people understand.. I just miss her, and i kow that with her, the world would be ours and nothing could stop us, i know it would be magic. But, in the end all i can do is hope, i have to just go on dreamin, and et her live her life and hope that our paths cross.