ok. this day has sucked. I've been @ skool got not even an hour. and its sucked. so badly. I really hate this. ~~ I was sitting on the floor in the commons next to Heather and I had my head down. took Kevin about 10 minutes to say anything. *sigh* why I expected anything different idk. he came over and sat down and asked if I was ok. too which I replied "no" b/c I'm not ok. and he started rubbing my back. *sigh* why must he do this too me? doesn't he know what he does to me? *sigh* I wanna fucking cry. its so hard not too. I'm about ready to and this classes blanten disregard for other people is stupid. ~~ I have to go. write me later. and maybe you can make my day better. probably not, but idk