wow, haven't used this thing in a while. as you can see from my last entry I wasn't very happy....still not. and I'm still not in the mood for spilling my feelings unless you can prove that I am able to trust you. which right now I don't think I can trust anyone. and that is a very sad thing to say. sometimes I can't stand myself. hmmm........ "just wait and you'll see, your everything I want, don't take this from me"