i've got a tummy ache, and i want to throw up. pleasant, right? i don't really like this feeling. i put myself in situations that lead me to regret 98% of the things i do and say. i've got no plans tonight, probably because i suck at life. i want to be completely happy, but i know that isn't possible right now, and won't be for a long while. my priorities need to be rearranged, and how i spend my time needs to be changed.