you want to know why I am overwhelmed? yeah because i'm not sure if i want to play soccer or not. obiously if i concemplated playing last year and i am doing the same thing this year...maybe i should stop. Deep in my heart i love it...but i made a pros and cons list about playing again. i haven't finished it yet but my heart is confused. this is so damn hard. i can't stand it! grrrr....bah humbug! oh yeah i love jon :-) duh