I feel bothered today because I tried to make this a fun afternoon but it didnt end up that way. Yesterday I went swinging, it was magical and peaceful. Today I mistakingly tried to duplicate that experience but it didnt turn out right. Everything was going wrong. I showed my friends my old house, my old neighborhood and that wasn't right. We eventually got to swinging again but it wasnt the same. I guess you cant duplicate somethings. I'm also feeling like Holden Caulfield today. There were some kids at the playground and my friends were being a bit mean to them, not "mean" but were just being Juniors in front of 2nd graders. I felt sorry for them. They seemed innocent? And like Holden I wanted to catch them, I wanted to save them. -Chris