last night i was up until 12. and i was just looking through my old pictures of friends from my old school. i just started to get sad and i started to cry. and this morning i told that to my bf and he said that well if you didnt move here you wouldnt have met me. and i know that its true but i still miss them and i wish that i was there still. but in a weird way b/c i want to be there bc i lived there for my whole life and then i move away on the summer of when i am going to be in high school. but then i want to be here becuz my bf is here and i love him very much. all i know is that i have to stay here bc that is where i live. that will be ok for me. becuz i have someone here that loves me very much, and i dont want to lose that.