I feel so alone, yet I am surrounded by so many people that I can barely move. They all are trying to talk to me, but with the wrong opening lines. I don't even like them rubbing by me, the touch of them is wrong, the scent the scen.. all wrong. Why would i even be in a room like this with so many people I don't know. How did i get here.. I can't find a door nor a window, can i even escape it.no. Then there's the problem with everyone smiling and having a good time. So I smile too. But i'm not smiling... im crying im screaming im kicking im pulling.. I need something. Someone to tell me they know it will be ok that they are here to tell me to calm down, but everyone is just smiling! Trapped in a room.I have no one to turn to. this small room fills up fast with tears. I can feel my hand pulling out my hair Altered perception.Walls of fears are coming in. center. where i stand.