Grrrrrrr I have been sitting in the living room for the past 30 minutes with a knife in my hand..And i feel to..weird to do anything. The funny thing is, my dad just walked in pissed as usual, and didnt even ask why i had a knife in my hand...I aint bothered..I am actually rather happy because if it was my mum walkin in and not my dad she would probably of ... i don't know Done some thing? No word from claire..I feel stranded because all my friends live miles away and i am in this shit hole Gawd i can't wait till the summer holidays. - a quick poem i made just of my head - My wrists never lie I leave that job for my plastic smile My hearts cold as ice Its the blood that flows out of me thats warm My body...Numb My soul...dead I am breathing but still not alive To scared to die.. But petrified live I close my eyes Flash'z of redness appear representing the blood that slithers on me, and in me Making a pool in my half-clasped hand Just like the tears that flow down my white cheek Will another drop of blood, or another shed tear make a differance? ----------------------------------- Quick survey thing i took..

Have you ever hit someone forcefully?:	Yeah
Have you ever thrown anything at a moving car?:	Yeah..
Have you ever been in a fist fight?:	Yup
Have you ever laughed so hard you cried?:	yeah
Have you ever hit an animal on the road?:	Noo!
Have you ever seen a Beatles film?:	Cant say i have..
Have you ever cussed?:	i aint a fuckin saint!
Have you ever been on a subway?:	Yup
Have you ever taught a little kid to cuss?:	Lol.. yes
Have you ever cheated on a test/exam?:	Just a little end of topic thing..nuffing inportant
Have you ever skipped school?:	Yup
Have you ever egged someones house?:	Lol no..Not yet any way
Have you ever gotten a computer virus?:	Yup
Have you ever cried for no reason at all?:	Nope
Have you ever missed someone?:	All the time.

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