Really really really sorry... No, really.. I'm really really really sorry.. So sorry I'm.... sorry... I dont know why I said it.. I wish I never met him, I love you Derrick... I wont leave you, I dont want to leave you, I'll never leave you.. I want to marry you.. I want to adopt your kids, I want to annoy the hell out of you with Napoleon Dynamite, I just want to be with YOU the rest of my life.. I want to have a field of gnomes in our front yard, with the haunted house to scare all the little kids, I want to be like my lovely Jack and Sally, I dont want to lose you.. I dont care if I hurt Chet.. well I do, but I'd rather hurt him than hurt and lose you.. I love you.. ♥ ~two words one choice no regrets~