
Listening to: Chevelle - Send the Pain Below
Feeling: awake
Okay ... so ... I've slept from 7:00 last night until ... about 20 minutes ago ... being 11:00 in the morning.
Yeah ... it's been a while, I think. I'm still too groggy to do the math, so I'll leave it up to the readers.
I GOT MY WISH BEAR.
I love Melissa. She has made my week. Now I have absofuckinglutely no idea what to get her. She said I didn't have to, but COME ON! Do you know how hard it's been trying to find a Wish Bear?
I know, I could get her a broken digital camera, so she'll stop putting up pictures of a certain someone without prior knowledge!
*deep breath*
This is what happens when I go to bed early and let her lose.
*frowns a bit and holds his stomach* I shouldn't have eaten that macaroni.
I want to say "congratulations" and "I'm proud of you" to my lovely, for doing so well on her GED test yesterday. I'm glad she's going to get to go to school again. I know she's been missing it. I love you, lovely.
I miss her, though. I never get to see her. After work, though, I would get in at the usual hour. I mean, I have no obligations now that classes and finals are over other than work - and I'm always off by 9:00 every night.
I hope to talk to her again. It's getting ... really close to the holidays and ... there's a gaping abyss in my life where she used to be.
*thinks for a moment as he looks to the side*
And I need to send her that gift. I need to send her letters ... I need ... to open the last one she sent me.
I think I'll do that now, before I have to go to work.
I'll write more later.
It's supposed to snow tomorrow morning - and I'll definitely be looking forward to that.


I love you, I adore you, I miss you and I need you, and I'm sorry for that e-mail. I really really am. Don't let it upset you, just ignore it.
sacred
It was me being emotional, me letting my insecurities rule and override my thoughts, me convincing myself that..I don't know, we'll discuss it tonight
And I told you no X-mas present for me!
grins and leaves you Ruffy and a jar of kissesAnd THANK THE GREAT SPIRIT FOR MELISSA POSTING THAT PICTURE!Because you are aboslutely beautiful and I want more pictures. So you better thank her my teether. I love you..so much. I found a new key,
Touch the key and maybe you will sense me, maybe you and I can become connected like Melissa explained. That would be a dream come true for me. To be
That connected to you. I should have just wrote an e-mail huh? Hey at least you can't be sad about not recieving any comments. And you should thank
Cris next time you talk to him, he opened my eyes to alot..which is why I apologized to you. I love you..and about that picture..I saved it! Gonna
Print it out and frame it! Because you won't send me a real picture of you..
pouts a bit..gives you the puppy eyesThe lovely wants real pictures.(=
--ambient
God Damn Seth!!!! I saw the picture in your user info and the one on reverie's site. I have 7 words for you that I've never said to a guy, "GOD DAMN BABY, YOU ARE SO FINE." Sleep away man, you seem to be deprived of sleep more often than not. Take life easy!!!!!!!!!
yes, yes he is very fine indeed. very fine and oo-tay