Listening to: taking back sunday- your own disaster
Feeling: heartbroken
dont even know where to begin...
first off i love bijon! (thankyou for last night)
last night was very hard for me. i lost a really good freind of mine because i know notice you cant trust ANYONE and i learned it the hard way...
i felt like i gave my heart out and he just stepped on it and whats even worst is hes moving on my best freind..
he was the only person i would talk too. he knew me better then i knew myself.. he had it all . i broke in two over him. and now im just left here.. hopeing to get this all out of my head. IT WASNT WORTH THE SORROW
and lets just say bijon knows how to make me feel better after all those tears.
i know ill get throught this.. ill be fine.. ill be just fine
if you're gonna rip my heart out
could u use a knife thats dull and rust in color
there will be no way that u can cover
its hard
i know
and if i get a little blood on you
finally the world will know you're guilty
of taking everything youve gotten from me
no heart
and jackie-- dont worry he will burn in hell for what he did to you.. no one messes with you!! i will do my best to make his life hell lol i heart you and your the best freind EVER
3 rita
crooked_crown
i use sitdiary as a personal one kinda... i dont know
Paul Misses Rita!!
rita my darling thank you for the comments you're a doll. i had to talk my eye doctor into giving me like, the weakest perscription possible cuz technically i dont really need glasses but i really wanted them lol. its our little secret hehe. hot pictures i really like your hair ;) ok see you in bio and maybe even like, at lunch when i walk by and say hi to jessica and forget you because ur so small! nexttime i WILL say hello haha
Love Laurel
does it show up pink on your computer? its supposed to be like a reddish..:- poop. [backdoorbetty]
I didnt mean it like that, its just theres so much i would like to say, but i dont want to piss you off more or hurt you anymore, so all i can really say to you is whatever, as in do whatever you need to do to feel better and if that means never talk to me again, i will understand. Good bye.
Its raining, how appropriate.
Heh, thanks. I like changing my backgrounds and things. Like right now that background is just a picture of a t-shirt of mine. I like doing new thiks like you changed your background too, or I have just been gone for a while.
Whatever
Rita-
thank you with all of me. you are my best friend, my lover, my sister. i cant live without you. i lost a part of me to him. i hope he does die.
that would be nice.. leave your name so i can go to you lol
ill always lend an ear if you want somone who will listen and not talk
you...
me...
starbux...
this weekend.
heart
emo phone party!! yay!
im sorry my ritata! starbux is what you need.
boys are retarded!
i'll kick him in the peepee and then make fun of him when he cries.
i love you.
well, if you told me anything anymore i would know what was going on and could send my condolences, but you dont so i'll just cry. jk. talk to me
meg
coast to coast emo partay..... we'll pull it off somehow.
PITTSBURGH PENSYVANIA...you? ..holler...yes, chocolate is yum yum yummy.
i'll have to visit you sometime :P
aww im sorry...i wish could have been there to help...i suck
omg rita...
i love you WAYYYYY more.
with all my tender heart, lol
bijon.<3
im sowwy hottie :(! HUG :D
yeah but i just look for the best in people, which usually backfires on me. oh well, maybe this is the time where i realize i cant trust guys with my heart each time.
[xxangelxx]
if you wrote that.
beautiful
we should throw a pity party. with lots of chocolate and emo.
it sounds exciting
omg i lvoe you to. get those damn pictures to work.
[plissa aka jack.
NAYYyyyy i want some HAYYYY