God given optimism Oh father he took you from me and now you're up there where i wanna be. things down here have all gone wrong, no prefect place. no perfect song. bad days all along the way, no one who cares only heartbreak. thinking i could live without this knowing there's nothing i'd miss. today it feels like i've hit bottom, good things erased already forgotten. i don't want this to go on i wish it were over. i wish i were gone. i want things to all be right to magically happen before my eyes. i could go to bed, sleep for days step out the door to leave this place. too bad there's only one way out too leave this life i know nothing about. like a woundleft unstitched it hurts so bad. i wanna wake up to find this the worse dream i ever had. -nameless-(literally) i fell in love and skinned my knee and i felt the love let go of me. it picked me up then kicked me down, chewed me up and spit me out. i felt the hurt and i felt the pain, i went back to you and i felt the shame. holding on to all these lies letting go of moonlit skies. i fell in love and bumped my head feeling this is all i dread. useless nights spent loving you happiness or sorrow it's time to chose so let me go set me free losing this falsified love is all i need.