You should know that I know I know that I am bad at making the first move I know that you wanted me to... I know that I should have But I couldn't either time. I just couldn't. I wanted to, but I didn't want to ruin the moment. I know that you want me to. But You need to understand I never have before so. Please forgive me. I do love you And you are so beautiful. I just don't want do the wrong thing.