im so relieved! i had a speech figured out in my head, where i would let her down gently, but then she started talking and i got really angry and i started yelling at her about how i was over her and she should accept it and she didnt scream back like i thought she would she just quietly said okay and apologized. shes probably never apologized to anyone in her life. i feel like its really over now. and about time. i spose we were going out for a long time. is 6 months long? seems like it. in regards to how short life is i guess. and its the weekend too! yay!