My hands are sore. They've been colored orange. Maybe its a sun-bursted orange. Rust. The swings dug into me. I went alone.
I felt sedated. It was eternal. Half of what I wanted. Where are you other half?
-Chris
(I messed around with the colors...forgive me.)
i'm trying to figure out if i'm ok or not. but i find the tears are hard to force. i cant write. i dont feel upset. and so i think i'm not hurting as much as i thought. there's this girl, this girl named katie, and she makes me happy. she makes me feel like i can be a kid. she is brilliant. and that's where i was......