I dunno how I feel. I hadn't spoken to Dayna since Wednesday untill now, and I felt I was pretty much over her, ready to half forget her and move on. I'm not so sure anymore. I dunno if things would be better without her, but I dunno if I do want her out of my life. I can't even type this down because I really don't know anymore. Like when I saw she was online, I didn't want to but I couldn't stop myself from saying hello. Gemma's just gone, Emily the amazing is on holiday and I have no credit. I hope she rings me. Feel so alone again.