Ohh guess whose birthday it is today. Yes thats right! Its my lesbian luver Taryns birthday, so you should all pop along to her little diary feelyoufalling and leave her some loving coz she is the most beautifulest girl in the whole world! And she is mine! Mwaaahhzzz ===================================================================================================================================== _|..____________________, , _ / `---_____________________|] ---------- this lust 2 my brain /_==o _________________| ----------- almost feels like a gun ), ---.(_(__) / // (..) ), ----" //___// /`-----' /`-----' /`-----' If my words wouldn't slur I'd kindly explain the tears streaming down my face when you said you wouldn't talk to me again... for no reason... but your own selfish ones. So now I have to be drunk to explain anything to myself, to explain why the person who said they'd always love me and be my friend would leave me in the darkest period of my life. Where exactly did you misplace your heart? But tonight it’s ok because I can’t think straight in a drunken haze. “I love you, I hate you. All I know is I don’t know nothing and nothings going to break my heart, break down to a thousand pieces.” You just wouldn’t believe the words she wrote the ones that went something along the lines of my own self defeat. Sometimes you need to hear the truth, but the truth is harsh and can bite so hard it hurts. I’m hurting so bad and the alcohol is making me sick to the point I don’t think I could take much more of it.’ I just can’t tell anymore if its your words or the vodka making my stomach churn. I hope to god it’s this drink and those words were blurred and I just heard them wrong. I almost had myself beleiving I could get over it all I was so close.... ======================================================================================================================================= ♥HAPPY BIRTHDAY ♥