My mom and I got in a fight this morning. She saw my grade report and started yelling at me for having a C- in Grammar. So I screamed back. Then, when I tried to apologize, she started up ANOTHER fight! I fucking hate her sometimes! She knows that between school, friends and family, I have no time to relax, and that I'm already stressed out enough as it is. I'm really afraid that my sister might run away. She's really depressed. Even more-so than before. Plus my friend that lives in Chicago send me an e-mail saying she was gonna kill herself. She's cone that before, but I think she was serious this time. She said that her boyfriend left her, her father beat her and her step-mom locked her in her room for a week. This is the worst situation I could be in. And I know it's selfish to say that I'm in a bad situation. But what am I supposed to do? I'm trying to help all my friends with shit from school to their love lives to suicide notes. And I can't do anything! I just don't know what to do. And I'm getting scared that my friend really will do it. And I can't talk about this to anyone, because the only person I can trust with this is my sister, and she's one of them that I'm worried about. And my mom would just tell me to stop hanging around these people.