Tonight, I feel deflated. (Confront it and talk. Dig. Expand.) But I really, really just want to suck on an ice cube, to soothe the sores in my mouth, and then, go to bed. And that's what I'll do, right after this is bluntly written. List of people I would like to say "fuck you" to: daddy my boss customers who make fun of my french those two girls in science class zinette (ryan's aunt) i am surprised at my mother's absence from the list.