...what would you want my last words to be?
Why do I make this so complicated!! These last few days - hah - weeks... I have really not been feeling good (in a physical sense). And I'm starting to feel I've finally broken myself! How much fucking fun!
Why do I have to love like a normal human being! Why can't I just have the love that I hold for the World and nothing more! Honestly... it makes me angry... I don't want love I say to myself... I'm not meant to have love...
If I said I was dying; would you really want to know?
I really wish you wouldn't let all these things get to you...But I've done all I can do, living all the way across the world from you...LoL...All I can say is I'm willing to listen (as usual) :)
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-idontknow
aww thank you for reading my entry. it really means something to me. and i mean a lot has changed since that one you commented on. the guy i was talking about in that he came back into mylife again and we will see what happens from here. wish me luck! and i hope you find what your looking for.