Ok I just lost everything I just wrote. Alright today sucks! I was talking to jake (thinking of him makes me drull) and some how we got on the topic of how I feel about him. I told him that he already knew the answer. He says he just like's hearing me say it, so I told him that I fell for him a while ago, but he didn't fall for me, and he said "who said that." Does that mean that he fell for me too? I am soo confussed! I hope that is what it means, but I can never tell anymore. What do you think? I am planning on going and seeing him some time this summer. For those of you that don't know me Jake is in the army and stationed in Kansas. I am really looking forward to seeing him and he is going to come and see me too. I don't know what to do, I really like Jake and my feelings are transforming to more than like, they are changing into love. I am really scared cuz every time I fall for a guy I get hurt. Should I just go for it and not hold back? Or should I be more careful, watch my every step? Well I guess I will tell you some more of my boring life later, bye now Melissa